Frustrated

I am trying to finally grow up and do something with my life. Nothing real exciting just fullfilling. I am tired of running circles trying to figure out exactly how life should go. I am frustrated due to the huge weight that I have placed on my shoulder. You know, all the expectations you place upon yourself that are far out of your reach. Life gets a little more then one can bear when said one is always failing. I wouldnt fail so much if at all if I sit and enjoy all the blessing that have been bestowed upon me. My children, my family and my health.